The Roaring 20s

Hello World (well the like 5 people who read this blog…)

so like i am 20 years old now. i am supposedly an…*whispers* adult.

what is an adult supposed to BE like or FEEL like? um i don’t know anything about taxes or bills (i still live with my parents but i’m still a thug…)

however i DO know how stressful cooking can be (i have to cook once a week for my family) and laundry is terrible (DOES THIS GO IN THE DARKS OR COLOURED PILE???!!!)

but also…controlling ones emotions is rather adultish behaviour right? but i’m such a fangirl so idk…i guess i know when to tone it down so as to not make people think i’m a freak (when meeting people it is important to APPEAR sane and normal but once you know them and they get to know you more they will soon figure out how truly insane and weird i am…)

so yes i will probably be one of the old people at premieres and concerts and author events. and that is perfectly fine because why should my age stop me from doing the things that i like?

i still read YA…because i AM A YOUNG ADULT.

but also the end of my teenage years…so the THE ROARING 20s…here i come.

as in...things i hope till happen in my 20s: GRADUATE FROM UNIVERSITY WITH A FIRST, get a god job or do various awesome jobs with valuable experience, make more friends, travel, get married and continue to do the things i love like reading and baking.

this quote perfectly sums it up:

“I think your 20s are the hardest part of life. I mean, everyone goes on about how hard it is to be a teenager, but actually I think it’s tougher to be in your 20s because you’re expected to be a grownup and expected to earn your own living and be successful and I think you feel like a kid still.” Nigel Cole

ANYWAYS so i turned 20 on the 19th of January and this was the first birthday id idn’t have a party or do a big thing (usually my parties consist of movie and singstar and food with friends)

so on Saturday i went out to eat with two of my awesome friends. we had a good catch up and we went to this placed called Afters (which i hate) which is a dessert place and we had fun chatting for ages (i think the waiters were looking at us but we hardly noticed) and i was happy coz they played Taylor Swift and The Vamps. =D idk it’s funny that when i’m with some of my friends we always en dup talking about marriage even tho none of us are actually READY to get married…i mean…commitment and ONE GUY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE and like SHARING A BED and what weird habits will he have and just omg it is so weird and scary but then i am a hopeless romantic and i can’t wait to fall in love.

like I’ve had my fair share of crushes but i haven’t fallen in love yet.

so Saturday was awesome spending it with some of my friends.

saturday night i opened some presents:



I GOT LOAD OF BAKING STUFF (timer, baking trays, baking bowls, piping set) and even though i turned 20 i still got stickers and i got some jewellery and a wonderful £20 Accessorize gift card (i already bought one ring) and 2 Waterstones gift cards (i spoilt myself and already spent them both!)

then on Sunday when i got up to like a million lovely birthday messages coz you know every1 makes you feel so loved and special.

we had Sunday Brunch in our pyjamas! Roast Lamb with Potatoes and Yorkshire Pudding!!! which was delicious.

then i got dressed (i showered first of course!)

i wore this awesome Sequined top from Mango and my new dark pink jeans from Primark.

Birthday Outfit

Birthday Outfit

then i just chilled, check my messages and at later in the afternoon we had CAKE!!! my friend came over and she gave me her present!!! and then we had tea and cake.

my mum made me a Chocolate Cake and Red Velvet Cake Flowers and Stars (instead of cake balls they’re shaped!!!)

Birthday Cake!!!

Birthday Cake!!!

some more presents:



my friend got me an Adventure Games shirt (when fandoms collide. The Hunger Games and Adventure Time) and another friend got me a Catching Fire Quote Cushion.

also A PEACE, LOVE AND CUPCAKES jewellery box which is just so me. =D

and the Taylor by Taylor Swift perfume gift set which i LOVE!!!

some panda gloves to keep my hands nice and toasty

and of course BOOKS: Allegiant by Veronica Roth (i’m dreading reading this coz i know what happens…), Marina by Carlos Ruiz Zafon and The Novel Cure (a book for every occasion/emotion!!!)

Books Glorious Books

Books Glorious Books

i wore my Adventure Games shirt the other day:

i love how peeta is holding a loaf of bread

i love how peeta is holding a loaf of bread

anyways so i went to Waterstones Gower Street (the one by my uni) and i bought some books

although i got Cress from Spinebreakers



and i saw this cute sign



so yeah my birthday was spent with my family, i spoke to my grandparents and cousins (my cousin also turned 11) and yeah it was simple and low-key but nice. =) Alhamdulilah.

oh and i was lucky enough to recieve a Golden Ticket from Spinebreakers to this Charlie and the Chocolate Factory event at the Penguin HQ;  convo with Lucy Mangan (the guardian and stylist) and Luke Kelly (Roald Dahl’s grandson. 2014 is the 50th Anniversary of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.


awesome decor

awesome decor

and we got some stickers!!!



i love the Oompa Loompa song

anyways so i really enjoyed the event because they had CHOCOLATE (Quality Street)


and it was quite funny and v.interesting and nice to reminisce on the wonder that is Roald Dahl and his amazing books. check out the @Spinebreakers twitter for more pics and competitions.

oh i went to the SOAS Spoken Word Night…it’s usually the last tuesday of every month and it’s open to everyone from 7:30-10pm and it’s really awesome they also have an open mic slot. i don’t do spoken word but i do enjoy listening to it.

like this one below by Sarah Kaye and Philip Kay

When Love Arrives

on to some Book Reviews!!!

Cress (Lunar Chronicles 3) by Marissa Meyer

i really love this cover

so this book. i really enjoyed it. it was told from different POVs which i usually like because you get different perspectives.

my fave is still Cinder and Emperor Kai. and i really hate Queen Levana. and Cress was annoying at first (also sadly her her was cut shortly after her rescue) and Captain Thorne is hilarious but something MAJOR happened to him and idk if it will be ‘fixed’ or not but idk how he just…got over it so quickly…desperate times i guess.

and Scarlett..poor scarlett and wolf. =(

so basically Cinder and her crew are trying to stop the wedding of Queen Levana and Emperor Kai…and there are lots of plot twists, funny moments, sad moments and action packed moments. so if you’ve read the other two (Cinder and Scarlett) then you should read this. or if you like fairytales. since Cress is a take on Rapunzel but Cress was locked in a satellite for 7 years…fun times. that would make any1 go mad…

i am just really happy for Iko and also Cinder and Kai are adorbs. excited for Winter (2015) and hopefully it’ll be a good ending to this series. =D

The One Plus One by Jojo Moyes

pleasantly surprised by this book

so i didn’t really know what to expect when reading this book (got it from Spinebreakers) and i found myself to be pleasantly surprised. i enjoyed it. it’s really quite sad but also funny and cute but just really emotional..i thought i was gonna cry on more than one occasion. it also made me angry and everything because why must people be so mean or why do people have to suffer but also really grateful for every little thing that i have and all the opportunities i have been blessed with.

so what is it about? well this single mum who is such a bamf because she has 2 jobs and loves her kids and does everything she can for them and she’s quite funny too…and then there’s some weird coincidence (or fate?) and long story short THE GUY WHOSE HOUSE SHE CLEANS ENDS UP DRIVING HER, HER TWO KIDS AND DOG TO SCOTLAND FOR A MATHS COMPETITION because her daughter is a maths genius. hilarity ensues, plenty of cringe-worthy moments but also sweet, endearing moments and yeah it’s not a bad book.

if you like romcoms and chick lit then read this but also if you want a story about allowing yourself to fall in love then give this a go. =)

Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell

love the cover

love the cover

this book came out last year in the US and i waited till January to get it in the UK and i am so proud of myself for waiting for so long. and it’s rainbow rowell so naturally i had high hopes plus every1 else was raving about it.

i did enjoy it it. it reminded me a lot of my first year of uni (it wasn’t exactly the best year) and fangirling over books and stuff…but Simon Snow (basically Harry Potter) is Cather’s life…and that is a bit much like i mean it’s all fine and well to write fanfiction but don’t let that TAKE OVER YOUR LIFE. and i mean it should be common sense that when you take a fiction writing class you submit your own work not fanfiction…i mean really…

but Cath was kind of annoying. i felt sorry for her but when i read books i wonder if i will be friends with that character irl and no i probs wouldn’t. i like her roommate Reagan. and of course Levi is actually adorable. there’s something about guys in plaid shirts…

anyways so the book is basically about Cath and her life at uni/struggling to find a place in the world/looking after her dad/trying to enjoy uni/writing fanfiction/avoiding everything/hating her mother

so i enjoyed most of it and some parts were super adorable and kjdhfkjhgkjd but some stuff was just unresolved and like i hated the ending. so…if you haven’t read any Rainbow Rowell GO AND READ ELEANOR AND PARK THAT BOOK IS BEAUTIFUL.

How They Met and Other Stories by David Levithan

cute cover

so i picked up this book coz it was Buy One Get One Half Price at Waterstones and i’ve read some other David Levithan books so i was like yay cute love stories. and yeah i enjoyed some of them like falling in love, about crushes and how grandparents fell in love. just so you know there are some gay/lesbian love stories…which are pretty graphic so yeah.

i did start Slaughterhouse 5 by Kurt Vonnegut but i couldn’t get into it even though it’s really short. plus i got this new book from Spinebreakers so now i am

Currently Reading:  Half Bad by Sally Green

Movie/TV stuff:

idk why i did this to myself

Instructions Not Included



anyways…don’t watch it unless you want to cry forever.

Thor: The Dark World- it was really funny and i love Loki and Thor and just yeah it was a good sequel. =)

also crappy movie nights con mi amiga 

so we literally find the worst movies and we watch them together (via facetime since we don’t live in the same city…so we watch the same movie and we talk about it on facetime it’s hilarious)

so far we’ve seen: Safe Haven (nicholas sparks…omg this woman murdered someone or not woah plot twist wow he so likes her omg hat now um okay yes aww the girl is cute omg his daughter ships them lol what is with his son tho so rude omg noo are you dumb tho well that was unexpected okay then wow…5/10), The House Bunny (omg i heard great things about this movie…the only great thing is emma stone and even her character was such a wannabe and just no it was painful to watch because DO NOT CHANGE YOURSELF FOR ANYONE but yourself ie wear nice clothes and make up for yourself to feel confident but you don’t have to change everything about yourself and just yeah it wasn’t even that funny it was just weird…like 3/10),  Fun Size (idek why we watched this movie it was so bad like wtf who just randomly loses their brother????? and did they have no concept of stranger danger????? um weird movie and zero hot guys and omg woah plot twist NOT but seriously wtf was that? 1/10), Labour Pains (starring the fab Lindsay lohan, one of her finest movies yet she pretends to be pregnant so she can keep her job then actually believes she is pregnant and falls in love with her boss wow wow wow so great wtf was that movie i mean it was so weird and bridgit mendler was in it too like maybe 3/10) and omg  The Wedding Pact (literally at the end of uni these friends say okay if we’re not married in 10yrs we shld marry each other and then they dnt talk for 10yrs and the guy is like well i aint married yet so lemme check if she is and yeah so he finds her n she is gonna get married but obv doesnt and just wtf was that movie starring hayley duff like please no 1/10) and then  Pretty Woman (it wasn’t THAT bad but it’s definitely overrated! like i love the shopping and stuff but some parts were so stupid and idk it’s meant to be so romantic but not really they knew each other for a week seriously like 5/10) and Beauty and the Briefcase (idek how we find these movies but like hilary duff stars in this fab movie about a woman who goes undercover in the business world to date as men many in suits just so she can write an article in cosmo like that is it and idek it was so weird 4/10)

and we have plenty more to watch LOL

we’re literally like



so there’s a new Divergent trailer

the movie is out April 4th in the UK

but more importantly…


leave me alone to cry forever.


‘his smile could stop wars and cure cancer’ WHY WHY WHYSUKDJFHDJGDJHF STOPAW RLHWRGDFKJ NOPE



“You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I’m grateful.”



can we talk about how beautiful Taylor Swift’s Grammy Performance was???

All Too Well

shocked that Tay didnt win any Grammys but happy for Lorde and Imagine Dragons


but OH MY GLOB THE MINDY PROJECT!!! so happy it finally happened but at the same time…wtf mindy is just oh yes i am in love with cliff or not…what MAKE UP YOUR MIND..but will it last? i love danny he is adorbs and he loves mindy it’s so is when you want to be a better person etc ejhddjh urgh so cute…he didn’t want to imagine life without mindy basically.

Teen Wolf. i don’t even know what to say HOW IS THIS SHOW SO PAINFUL AND SAD AND CREEPY those shadow things terrified me and omg stiles poor stiles but evil stiles is so hot but omg can dylan o’brien act i can’t wait to see him in the maze runner!!! but seriously. this show is crazy intense.

this is a very important article about women respecting other women!

a snippet from the article: You are not your age, your weight, your hair, your skin or your clothes. You are not your favourite magazine’s opinion of you, you’re not what your ex-boyfriend thought of you or what your current boyfriend thinks you should be. You aren’t any of that. It’s that simple. Really. So, what are you, then? That’s for you to decide. Learn to value the things in yourself and others that people would have you believe aren’t worthwhile.” Jennifer Still

also another one about Labelling women as ‘crazy’

and #LifeofaMuslimFemenist

anyways hope you’ve enjoyed this long rambly post. thanks for reading. =)

Have a great weekend and week. hope it’s not too cold (polar vortex) or wet (floods) or hot (heatwave) and you’ve having fun and enjoying life.

Happy Reading!


p.s Hermione and Ron make sense Hermione and Ron are perf, they balance each other out and it’s normal to argue and fight and hellooo marriage counseling is totes okay. so idc what J.K.Rowling said

Peeta Mellark ❤

“Stop giving people power to control your smile, your worth, and your attitude.” Mandy Hale.

“In the winter she curls up around a good book and dreams away the cold.” Ben Aaronovitch


I think I’ve always been half out of my shell and half in. Sometimes I can be extremely wild and sometimes I can be extremely shy. It just depends on the day.Emile Hirsch